Wah...sedar tak sedar dah 2 bulan aku kat Sydney, Australia. Tak sangka, dari musim winter aku datang sini, dah masuk spring..tak lama lagi summer lak. Tapi hari ni dah masuk hari ke 17 puasa, tak lama lagi nak raya. Heheehe..kalau kat Malaysia, mesti aku ngn wife busy beli persiapan raya..esspecially untuk si manja kami. Muhammad Shazri Najmi ..hehhee..dah nak masuk 1 tahun 5 bulan dah dia...Tengah lasak dan nakal..dan yang penting, dah pandai merajuk, melawan dan macam2 la...
Well, first time I came here, it was nice and easy situation. Firstly, I got a house to rent, near with my uni. Secondly, the registration didn't have any problem for me. I met with my supervisor and she asked me to take her subject with others compulsory subjects. It quite good at the first stage, bersemangat jugak la kan..Then, starting the semester, I start my class..and my project. My project...yeah, of course the data from Malaysia. So I need to manipulate my data..firstly, it was at a good start..then on the day two, I found there something is not correct with my data...third day..fourth day....and fifth day...more error in my data...waaaaaaaaa!!!!!! the stress start developed in my mind...oh god...my data was nothing..there was not a complete data for me to analyze.
Well, I need to do something. I ask Asma (ex-R.A) for this research, ask her about the data..there is it..yeah...she just analyzed what Dr. Sharifah told her. Well, I asked her if anybody at her faculty would like to analyze the data for me? Then, thanks god, someone is willing to do it for me..with some payment. I don't bother about it as long as I get a new data... A lots of thing need to be done for last month..
Then in second month, I start to do another analysis while waiting my new data. Then, I'm realize that my another part of questionnaire is not complete. What should I do, another stress developed in my mind again..finally, I met my supervisor and discuss with her..Well, she asked my to tabulate a data form one part of my questionnaire and compare it with the data. But the problem is my questionnaires still in Malaysia..so..I asked Kak Umi to post it for me..and till now, I'm waiting my parcel from Malaysia..so..what I'm doing right now, just reading..reading..and reading..searching for journals..and...arggghh..I'm totally stressed out...whatshould I do..sometimes I give up with this PhD..
Finally, at one beautiful day, about 2 weeks ago, I have booked a return ticket for whole family going back to Malaysia this December 2009. Yeahhh...I'm on a holiday for almost two months. Hopefully I can re-energize my spirit to do my PhD at UNSW...may Allah bless me...
Well, first time I came here, it was nice and easy situation. Firstly, I got a house to rent, near with my uni. Secondly, the registration didn't have any problem for me. I met with my supervisor and she asked me to take her subject with others compulsory subjects. It quite good at the first stage, bersemangat jugak la kan..Then, starting the semester, I start my class..and my project. My project...yeah, of course the data from Malaysia. So I need to manipulate my data..firstly, it was at a good start..then on the day two, I found there something is not correct with my data...third day..fourth day....and fifth day...more error in my data...waaaaaaaaa!!!!!! the stress start developed in my mind...oh god...my data was nothing..there was not a complete data for me to analyze.
Well, I need to do something. I ask Asma (ex-R.A) for this research, ask her about the data..there is it..yeah...she just analyzed what Dr. Sharifah told her. Well, I asked her if anybody at her faculty would like to analyze the data for me? Then, thanks god, someone is willing to do it for me..with some payment. I don't bother about it as long as I get a new data... A lots of thing need to be done for last month..
Then in second month, I start to do another analysis while waiting my new data. Then, I'm realize that my another part of questionnaire is not complete. What should I do, another stress developed in my mind again..finally, I met my supervisor and discuss with her..Well, she asked my to tabulate a data form one part of my questionnaire and compare it with the data. But the problem is my questionnaires still in Malaysia..so..I asked Kak Umi to post it for me..and till now, I'm waiting my parcel from Malaysia..so..what I'm doing right now, just reading..reading..and reading..searching for journals..and...arggghh..I
Finally, at one beautiful day, about 2 weeks ago, I have booked a return ticket for whole family going back to Malaysia this December 2009. Yeahhh...I'm on a holiday for almost two months. Hopefully I can re-energize my spirit to do my PhD at UNSW...may Allah bless me...
In front of UNSW Arc Shop
My son..M.S.Najmi
Nana n najmi
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